Without you

Without you I would have probably given up on my dream of becoming a published writer. Without you, I wouldn’t have dared imagine that I might someday accomplish all the dreams that I have stored up in my heart. You know, the impossible ones, the truly terrifying to even contemplate, the ones you think will change your life forever. And the world around you.

Without you, I have no audience. I have no one to write for, no one to write to, and without writing something each day, I have no purpose. Maybe it’s melodramatic, maybe it’s the truth. Who knows?

But, also, without your help, this blog won’t survive. All my future projects won’t get to be launched. Less than five days left and there’s still $415 to raise. Seventeen people have contributed so far. There are still a lot of perks available.

If you believe in this blog, if you believe in me, in what I’m doing here, you can contribute any amount you see fit here.

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Last call

Five days. Only $455 to go. Lots and lots of perks still available. They’re cool too.

So, yes, it’s a now or never sort of thing. Any contribution counts, any amount matters. Perks start for as low as $15, but you can contribute any amount you see fit.

If you want to help me out, if you like what I write, if you want to support my dream, you can do so here.

P.S. I’d like to thank Ian and Heather for their recent contributions. Your help means a lot to me.


things“Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some are small like when we do a bad thing for a good reason. Some are bigger like when you let down a friend.

Some of us escape the pain of regret by making the right choice. Some of us have little time for regret because we’re looking forward to the future. Sometimes we have to fight to come to terms with the past, and sometimes we bury our regret by promising to change your own ways.

But our biggest regrets are not for the things we did, but for the things we didn’t do.”

This quote is a voice-over from One Tree Hill, which is one of my favorite TV shows.

I’ve always thought regret to be one of man’s worst qualities. I’ve spent an awful lot of time trying to develop a sort of immunity. For a long time I’d much rather believe in destiny, in the fact that bad things happen for a good reason, than spend hours and hours sobbing after what could no longer be. Continue reading

That moment…

A couple of weeks ago I almost gave up on this blog, on writing, on basically everything I was. Quite a strange moment. I was afraid that I might never become what I’ve always wanted to be.

Because, as any self-publisher can tell you, summer is tough. Book sales always go down. In my case, they almost stopped. Even though I released a new title, that just wasn’t enough.

Sometimes things happen, and we can’t explain them. This was one of those times. Continue reading

New perks.

First of all, I’d like to thank Matt and Rachel for their contributions. Secondly, I’d like to thank you all for your help and support.

Last but not least, I’d like to announce the fact that there are only 8 days left in the campaign. And there are new perks available, all of which will grant you more exposure for your blogs/websites. It’s a way of sharing the stage with you, one I wouldn’t even have without your help.

So, yeah, the perks are worth checking out, which you can do here.

If you enjoy reading my blog posts, if you believe in this crazy dream of mine… any contribution matters. Any amount helps me get closer to reaching my goal. Without your help, I wouldn’t be able to do any of this.

On letting go


The moment you buy any of my books and read it, that’s when that book becomes yours. And only yours. And you can take from it anything you want. You can love it, you can hate it, you can love me or hate me, but at that point I no longer care.

I find that’s the only way to actually “survive” as an artist. At least, without wanting to shoot yourself in the head every time someone tells you they hate your work. And it’s the only way to actually get past that paralyzing fear of rejection, that stupid voice inside your head telling you, over and over again, that your book is not good enough yet, that you need to work on it a little bit more… and so you spend so much time editing the same fifty thousand words that they stop feeling yours anymore. Continue reading

Being thankful

“Be thankful for what you have; you’ll end up having more. If you concentrate on what you don’t have, you will never, ever have enough.”Oprah Winfrey

We all want something. We all lost something. We all love something. Some let themselves be guided by their passions, while others take to the rational way of acting… some choose to hug an illusion, others a dream, and on their loneliest nights they feel empty and weak and scared, while others choose to act… they want to create, to build, to enhance, to evolve, to wage war against the entire world if need be. Continue reading