If you’ve been following this blog for a few months, you probably know that I’ve been struggling. Trying to obtain much needed funding for my projects and novels. But also trying to make ends meet. You know, there’s nothing romantic in wondering whether or not you’re going to eat the next day.
Yet I tried my best. I wrote and wrote, and I blogged, and I launched a website even though I couldn’t even afford to pay for a domain…
Sometimes I wonder whether or not I should give up. If I’m actually not good enough. But I’ve always liked inspiring people, no matter how I felt about myself or my life. The truth is, I really am a deeply unhappy person. I’m just trying to make everyone else feel better than I do. I’ve always done that.
I just want to do what I love… don’t know. I’m kind of lost for words after one week and 6 dollars raised in the campaign.
Two websites and two novels depend on you. My future depends on you. This blog… my career. Two and a half years of work…
I can’t even describe how frustrating all this has become. How impossible it all seems. It’s all going from bad to worse.
There’s really nothing else to say.
If you want to help me out, if you really do want that, you can contribute any amount you see fit here. There are plenty of perks at affordable prices.
Once again, thank you for giving me the chance to fight for my dream,