Too cold to burn.


IMG_5526It’s been a while since I’ve been here. Life. Anxiety. Depression. Trying to participate in life. Trying. My depression is relentless. It doesn’t take time off, it doesn’t lighten up, it doesn’t do anything other than apply continual pressure. My meds have been switched around so much I have no idea what pill is doing what anymore. No idea which pill causes one of the many ugly side-effects. My anxiety attacks are coming farther apart now, but when they hit, they hit hard. No warning, no easing into it, just like suddenly slamming into a brick wall. There is no signal, no warning, no time to practice breathing exercises. Just full on gut wrenching paralyzing anxiety. Is that better than medium size attacks almost daily like they used to be? I don’t know. Guess that depends on your opinion of them.

We have corrected the meds to fix my memory…

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