“You cannot dream yourself into a character. You must hammer and forge yourself one.” – Froude
Monday I quit smoking. After ten years. After having reached the “stage” of one pack a day.
Because I wanted to see if I was strong enough. If I could fight the cravings. If I could become better than I used to be.
There are so many things I want to do. I honestly believe that I can put a dent in the Universe. I want that. I want to change things. To achieve greatness.
I want my words to mean something. I want to inspire others. I want to leave something behind.
But most of all, I want to be the proof that anything is possible. That circumstances can be beaten, that adversity can be overcome.
I struggle. Yes. It is difficult. I have to fight for even the most basic of things.
I want to hustle every day for the rest of my life; to become better than I used to be.
But I need your help to overcome a serious issue. My health issues. The thing that seems to be out of my control right now. Because the whole treatment is so damn expensive. Because I don’t know where else to go for help. Who to ask.
Someone once told me that you need quite a lot of courage to ask for help. To even admit you have a problem. To admit that you can’t fix it yourself. I suppose it’s easier to pretend like everything is okay.
I need your help.
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Any amount matters, no matter how little. Please, help. You’re my only chance at getting treatment.
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