Sometimes I write down short notes when an idea for a post hits me:
– politics, religion and sex.
– Love: a habit.
– Proper planning primary principle presumes perseverance.
– Reading. Outdated.
– Fitness: fad or fundamental?
These are all just examples of some of the things I want to write about.
But then I end up writing what I’m feeling.
And today’s feeling is Fear.
6:03am: I just opened my eyes.
I’m scared of quitting drugs because of the withdrawals. How can I handle life without drugs? How can I handle the morning panic? How can I deal with the unanswered questions and the dilemmas in my head?
6:04am: I shifted in bed preparing to get up.
What if something happens to my unborn child? What if something happens to my wife? When will I go to the gym? What f I fail school? What if I…
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