We must view with profound respect the infinite capacity of the human mind to resist the inroads of useful knowledge. – Thomas B. Lounsbury
I spent eight years of my life writing and reading without:
- Earning money
- Other people reading it (besides the ocassional muse)
But I kept at it.
First month I started this blog: 500 views.
First month of self-publishing: 1 e-book sold and one paperback. I quit for a while, tried again after I started this blog: first month of self-publishing(second time) I sold 3 e-copies of a short story and earned $1.05 before taxes.
Any sane person would have quit.
A few months after that, I finally began selling books, earning from advertising.
I thought this was it. The hard work paid off.
I met this girl, we fell in love.
It was paradise.
I was who I was and I didn’t have to do anything else.
Unfortunately, life doesn’t work this way.
Life’s perfect? You have to fight to keep it that way.
In life, stagnation is synonimous with atrophy.
Writing felt like work.
I just didn’t feel like it. Gave up on the habits that helped me all those years.
Whenever you feel absolutely certain about something, life’s gonna hit you in the head with a brick. That’s a universal rule.
If you stop growing, if you stop expanding your consciousness, if you stop setting goals… That’s the beginning of the end.
Be proud, but never satisfied.
I had given up on reading. Not enough time I told myself…
Big mistake, big, big mistake.
When certain problems arised, I couldn’t adapt. I just froze. Felt like lying on the floor. I became a crybaby.
It all felt useless.
I had lost everything. Health problems, money problems, the girl I loved left me…
Why did this had to happen to me?
And you know what? The answer is, why not?
Life happens to all of us. Whether we like it or not.
If we don’t fight for what we want, even after we’ve gained it, life’s going to take it from us.
It’s that simple.
The only way to get more than what you have is to become more. To learn, to grow, to develop certain skills.
Every day, we have two choices: assume responsibility for our lives, for our destiny, and suffer the pain of discipline, or blame everyone else for our lives, feel miserable about ourselves and die a slow and undignifying death…
Never stop learning.
Progress is essential.
It’s what we’re here for.
And there are always areas of our lives we could better develop.
I learned this lesson the hard way…not going to make this mistake ever again.