Hopeless. Helpless. Powerless. Angry. Sad. Tired.
Few words, so much meaning. So much chaos.
It’s been two weeks since I haven’t been able to eat properly. Or sleep properly.
I have been living in pain, I have been desperate beyond description…
I have no idea if I am capable of holding on for much longer.
I am only human, after all.
Yes, the person who writes these posts is human. He can feel pain, hurt, despair, anger, sadness. He can feel.
I badly need this treatment. To stop being this monster that I am.
I need your help. I can do it without it.
The next appointment will cost aproximately $350, which I do not have. The whole treatment, $8000. A ridiculous amount for the country I live in, for my financial means and those of my family.
So, if you want to help me, you can do so here.