First of all, I’d like to thank everyone who donated, everyone who bought advertising options, everyone who ordered signed paperbacks.
I cannot thank you enough.
Also, I try my best not to dramatize the situation, but it is hard. I’ve been struggling with this issue for a long, long time.
It’s easy to take certain things for granted. And we don’t appreciate them until we lose them. Also, I think that we cannot understand someone else’s pain until we go through something similar.
Let me give you an example: last week I visited my mother. She was eating cookies.
I cannot eat cookies. I cannot chew stuff that is moderately hard. No molars, no way to chew hard stuff…
It does make you feel lonely somehow. Not being able to do something others do without even giving it a thought. Like there’s this big wall between you and them.
I have to drink milk, eat yogurt. Some bananas. Smoothies, shakes, stuff that is in almost liquid form.
Also, it is impossible to smile at people or stare them in the eye. I look to one side when talking to them.
Things most people take for granted.
There’s a long way to go, a lot of funds needed. A lot of pain to endure, still…
I know this. I try my best to be brave and strong. To be optimistic. To believe that I’ll be able to eat and smile.
If you want to help me out, you can donate any amount you see fit here. Any amount at all.
If you do not help out, maybe no one will…
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Once again, thank you to everyone who helped. I know it’s just a thank you, but let’s hope it’s going to be a thank you and a smile later on.