There’s this imaginary wall between you and everyone else. It makes you stand alone, whether you like it or not. It makes you lonely, frustrated, bitter, sad.
It’s them, and it’s you.
And all get to do is stare blankly, ask questions that have no answers, pray, and just despise yourself more and more.
This what I’ve been struggling with in the past ten years. Struggle is a nice word, for it implies that there is the possibility of a victory on the other side.
No one really managed to tell me why. No one was sure enough as to give me a definitive answer. Calcium deficiency. Maybe. But the truth is, my teeth decayed like no one else had ever seen. And I’ve been replacing them, going through surgeries, implants, root canal treatment. Up to the point that anesthesia won’t work any longer.
Now I am struggling again. I cannot eat, I cannot sleep, I cannot endure the pain any longer. Or the feeling of inadequacy because I am afraid to open my mouth and say something, let alone smile.
The total cost of the treatment is $8,000.
This is a call for help.
If you want to help me, you can donate any amount you see fit here. Any amount at all. Any amount matters.
I do not want to feel like this, and struggle like this.
Any help matters. Any amount at all.
The situation is truly desperate…